No, I'm not a bitch. I've just been through a few things, seen a few things, been there and done that. Yes, I guess I'm cold now. But only because I once gave a damn about someone who didn't give a damn about me. I've built a wall around myself, to protect my heart from more hurt and damage. I won't believe you if you tell me you're different. Unless you stick around and prove it. Words no longer mean a thing, your actions are everything.
She's a stunner. She'll take your breath away before you even have a chance to introduce yourself. Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness. She's a fireball that people can barely handle, but I can tell you wouldn't stand a chance. She has a mind that could tear yours to shreds.
I can't say I'm proud of my life, but I can say I'm proud that I've learned. I've learned that I can't rely on everyone, but I can't expect everyone to hurt me either I know some things don't work out, but I know everything has been for the better. I can't guarantee I'll be able to walk aroun with a smile. But I know when I've been, and where I'm going. I know who I am and who my friends are. I've had some tough stuff thrown at me, but I've gotten by. I'm not one to complain, so I'll keep trying. An in the end, I'll know I did my best.
You're right. People do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do. But you can't let that stop you from living. Because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you. You have to find those people and keep them in your life forever.
She was a girl who spoke her mind, never played games and acted confident when she could barely stand looking in the mirror. She didn't gloat of her achievements, or tell of them even though she had made many. She lived in mistakes, in past regrets, and she's just beginning to realize that sometimes, you can't change things. That you can't let go back in the past and sometimes, you just have to move on because life's too short to dwell on the unchangeable
When a girl leaves, you don't let her walk away. You run the fuck after her and pour your heart out on the pavement. You have to tell her all the reasons you love her, and you got to mean every word of it. You better kiss her like you've never kissed her before and hold her in your arms like you're protecting the world, because she is your world. Fight for her. Don't let her go. Because once she walks out on you, there'll be nothing more you can do. And let me tell you boy, you will regret it.
